Sunday, March 20, 2011

Distraction


Fuck, I just feel so helpless right now. I want to go out and complete a mission. I can’t stay in this stuffy apartment any longer. I'm alone in here, with my own thoughts, and fuck, it's hell. I need a distraction.
 
I don’t know why I want to leave so quickly this time. This is usually how long it takes in between missions.

It's that worthless feeling again, combined with an inner restlessness that hasn't gone away ever since-

I'm going to go walk down the beach. That'll help me feel better. Anything to take me away from all of this.

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